Dream

Yo...I've been watching the Florida Revival since the get go. I haven't been able to make it down there yet, but my parents went down. While they were there I had a dream. In the dream my dad called me from a restaurant. He said he was there eating dinner with Todd [Bentley], and that Todd had a word for me, so my dad handed the phone to Todd, and Todd said that God had a word for me. He said "Literally, literally every one of your dreams are going to come true." So I woke up and the whole day I was wondering if that was God or not. Later that day my mom called me and I told her about the dream. She said that was sooooo God and told me that while they were there Todd laid hands on then and declared that every dream, vision and prophetic word is going to come true. So Todd gave me to same word, but in a dream. Dude, God is cool. Gotta go, gotta rock!!!

Like Bringing a Knife To a Gun Fight...

Ok...I'm back in the saddle again...it's been a week since the last post...but who really cares. So basically all I've been doing for the last week is watch the Florida Healing Revival on God TV, then watching the Randy Clark School of Healing and Impartation on DVD, and reading like 3 other books at the same time. I've been practicing my gift of prophecy and it's coming out big time. Friday I went the Randy Clark school in northern Phoenix and Randy laid hands on me and prayed for an outpouring of the prophetic and what not, which was sweet. Then I went and go a tattoo on the side of my left hand, below the thumb if you hold yer hand vertically, and to the left of the thumb if your holding your hand horizontally. It's the words "Talitha Koum", which means "Little girl, I say to you, get up." In Mark chapter 5, Jesus said those words to a little girl who was dead and she was instantly raised from the dead. And since I truly believe that I will be raising the dead, I thought it would be a good tattoo to get. Then last night, I did the sound for Club Mysterio, which is where our resident DJ, DJ Caleb, spins trance music and we worship the Lord to that. So that was cool. Okay, I'm bored with this, so peace out.

Gotta go///Gotta rock
-Jesse Kade-

Break Out the Shotguns

Hey. I haven't posted anything new awhile. My bad. No one reads this anyway so whatever.

But last Sunday was the end of the New Mystics conference. I was actually really spiritually frustrated and pissed the whole night. I get like that sometimes. Sometimes I compare my walk and where I'm at with others and I want what they want so bad that it makes me pissed that I don't have that. That's not right, I shouldn't do that. That's breaking the commandment about not coveting your neighbor. Sunday was also the start of my 7 day fast.

So as I write this, it's Sunday again. It's been about 7 days since I've had anything to eat. I've been drinking soy protein drinks for breakfast and dinner, and drinking vitamin water in between those. It's been working out good. Everyday that I've been going into the prayer room and hanging out with God, I've been having small little breakthroughs, but haven't got the breakthrough I've been fasting for. I'm fasting so that I can get hella drunk and wasted in the spirit as will, whenever I want. 5pm today is the deadline. I haven't decided if the first thing I'm gunna eat is gunna be sushi or pizza.

Last night was Saturday, so the crew and I went to Mill Ave. to tear it up and share the love of Jesus. One of the people in our groups' band was playing down on Mill so we checked her band out first then went out praying for people. We prayed for healing and all sorts of other cool stuff. Everytime I go out God shows up.

That's all I got right now. I'm trying to keep these short, mainly kuz I'm too lazy to go into a lot of detail...kuz no one reads this stuff.

Getting stoned in the Spirit

Hey all y'all...How you livin? I want to make this one as quick as possible, so here we go.

The Extreme Prophetic conference titles "The New Mystics" started Thursday night. Tonight is the last night. Some rad things have happened so far which I'll get into later. First I want to try and explain what a Christian mystic is.

A Christian mystic is a person who basically seeks all the things that God has to offer. Our God is a supernatural God and the more you seek him the more supernatural things will happen around you. You have heard of terms such as trances, visions, and visitations. These all started in the Bible. Paul the Apostle was one of many Christian mystics. He was regularly taken into Heaven. I'm not doing a good job of explaining this so if your interested hit this link.

Anyway, people have been getting healed all over the place at this conference. See, the way it works if that a speaker with have a 'word of knowledge' which come froms God. For example, the speaker will point to a person, whom they have never met, and say "You have a arthritis in your right knee." The person says yeah, comes up and gets healed. They work in other ways other then words of knowledge, but I'm too lazy to get into them right now. I'll just say that our God is an awesome God.

One of the speaker, John Crowder, is all about getting lit up in the spirit. What does that mean. Well, you can literally get drunk, in the spirit. The Holy Spirit comes and fills you Heavenly wine and you get drunk. My dad told me a story about a time when he had a bunch of people over, and they all got drunk in the spirit. One lady who was totally smashed was driving home, swerving all over the place, and a cop pulled her over. She explained to cop that was wasn't drunk off booze, but off the spirit, and he didn't believe her. Then all of a sudden as he was writing her ticket, Holy Ghost came, filled him with wine, and he got totally smashed. It hit him so hard he fell to the ground. Then he let her go. So yeah, you can get wasted in the Lord. You can partake in Heavenly doobies, ecstasy, whatever. God loves a party too. All the drugs here on Earth are just counterfeits of Gods stuff. He's got the best stash guys. I'm sure a lot of you reading this think this is retarted, but it's the truth. You can live in a constant state of being whacked in the spirit. One of the guys in XP, he's the ministry's lawyer, gets so drunk in the spirit all the time. He is always walking around stumbling running into things. And when he gets drunk he is so in the glory that he manifests gold dust all over his head and neck. That's gold dust that was in Heaven. And you can even gather it up and eat and snort it or whatever and it gets you messed up. Like I said, God loves a party. This is all Biblical too guys.

So that's it for now. I'm gunna go sniff some Holy Ghost blow. Gotta go, gotta ROCK!!!

Update

Hey, today I'm just gunna give a quick little update, kuz lately it's been hard to find the time to write everyday...but I don't think anyone reads this anyway so....but if you do cool. I used to be a really good writer back in high school. I wrote for the local newspaper in my hometown but for some reason I suck at writing now. I don't even proofread my stuff before I post it...so there's prolly a ton of mistakes. But forget all that noise...lets get to some good God stuff.

So this last weekend the buddies and I did more street ministry down on Mill. When I started walking with the Lord again I thought my days of staying out late hanging at the party spots around town would be over but that's exactly what I'm doing. Except I'm hanging out there to share the love of Jesus and pray for people. But after watching Todd all week it got me fired up. I have a healing anointing like Todd, but he's been practicing it for awhile. So now I'm really going for it and stepping into my anointing. All day Saturday I was literally chasing people in wheelchairs asking if I could pray for them to be healed. Some say no, some say yeah. So I prayed for a few people. One guy we prayed for with a bad upper back received healing. He was a believer, he believed in healing and miracles (a lot of Christians don't), and when we put our hands on him and prayed for him we could feel the Holy Spirit going through him. When we where done he said he could feel it too....awesome...But other then that no one I prayed for healing for was healed but one did give his heart to Jesus so that was cool. But I'm just gunna keep chasing crippled and sick people because the more I press in and step into my anointing the more miracles are gunna happen. Yeah buddy.

Then last night we have our Extreme Prophetic Xperience night. XP puts it on every month on the first Sunday of every month. But I had some personal breakthroughs. First off, this lady I had never met, stopped me while I was on my way to the restroom and asked me if I could pray for her daughter who was going through a hard time. I guess she was kinda backsliding. I said yeah. So at the end of the meeting I talked to her and just ministered to her and prayed for her, that God was reveal himself to her in a big way and some other stuff that I'm too lazy to write about. And while I was praying for her I felt the Holy Spirit going through me. Then I prayed for my buddy Casey and he got pretty rocked. He's really sensitive to God. But then he prayed for me and I got pretty rocked..

We went outside and he asked me what I wanted prayer for and I told him more of Jesus. He began to pray and I began to receive and then God started speaking to me through Casey. That whole evening I had been going through a hard time with some of my old thought patterns that where really making me frustrated because I didn't want to think about certain things certain ways and its been something I've been battling with for the last month and the frustration peaked last night (I hadn't told a soul about these struggles). But when God began speaking to me through Casey, He addressed everything that I had been struggling with...and I mean everything. He told me not to worry about those things and to put then into his hands and that he loved me. One thing that I had been questioning for a few days was if I really actually loved God...like with a deep true love...or did I just love his miracles, or his blessings, or all the cool things that go along with serving God. But one thing God said was "Jesse, you love me....you do...you really love me. I couldn't do anything but cry like a little girl. I had cried like that for years. It was sweet release. Then after it was all said and done, Casey snapped out of it, and told me while we were praying he said a huge angel standing behind me and a big sword. Wow....

Tuesday, April 1st

Today was a day of personal breakthrough for me.

While I was at work I was praying for God to have me pray for someone. I was all pumped with from the last four days of watching Todd. I wanted to walk in boldness like him. PAUSE

One thing I didn't mention about the day before at the theater is that we ran into these people who where at the same meeting as Todd like a week ago. They asked Todd to pray for them to be as bold as him. I was thinking about Todd's boldness and just boldness in general. When I first met Todd and watched him go up to strangers I thought to myself "Wow, this dude has got balls." I assumed his boldness came from him just being brave. But today the Lord revealed to me that his boldness comes from the fact that he fells Jesus' heart for his people. He feels the hurt that Jesus has when someone is sick and he feels how much love Jesus has for this person and how bad Jesus wants this person to be set free. That's where the boldness comes from. Not kuz he has balls.

RESTART////So anyway, I was praying and just itching to pray for someone. I walked outside and saw the security guard. I felt like God was saying "That's the one, pray for him." So I went up to him and ask him what his name was. He said his name was Stan. Then I said, "Stan, this might sound strange, but I feel like God wants me to pray for you." He was cool with it so I asked him if here anything wrong in his body. He said no and said he felt blessed to be in such good condition for being 60 years old. So I asked him if he was a believer. He said that he used to be and how he was raised southern baptist, but how he hasn't been sure what to believe anymore. He hadn't been walking with God for a long time. He started talking about the crazy muslims and all that and I was thinking to myself "Yeah, that's great, I don't care, I just want to pray for you." But he went on and I couldn't get in a word edgewise. So I kinda cut him off and said "Ok, well I'm gunna pray that God gives you dreams and visitations in the night." I put my hand on his shoulder and began praying. The gist of the prayer was that God would reveal himself to him and that he would know he was real and that Stan would know that Jesus was waiting from him with arms wide open if he was ever ready to come back. I could feel the Holy Spirit all over me and it was increasing. But I guess as I was praying my co-workers came out and Stan saw them looking at me and Stan interupted me and asked if I would get in trouble. When he stopped me the Holy Spirit left and I just quickly said amen and told Stan he was awesome. He said thank you for my prayer, and I walked away. I was floating. It felt great to step out of my comfort zone and pray for someone.

Monday, March 31st, 2008

My day was pretty uneventful until later in the evening. Todd called me up to see if I wanted to go see 'Horton Hears a Who' (which by the way is a extremely prophetic movie...watch it!!). I called up my buddies Jerry and Tim to see if they wanted to go...they said yeah. Tim brought this other dude Elijah, who is one of the media guys for XP...but that really doesn't matter and I don't know why I'm mentioning it...prolly just to take up space so my blog looks longer and therefore more important...which it is, way more important then yours...yours sucks...just kidding...no but really...mine is awesome...so is the band Norma Jean. Dude, I bought this strawberry milk at Circle K today, and it tasted horrible and I can't get the taste out of my mouth....that is the opposite of awesome. Anyway, I digress.

So on the way to the theater Todd is discipling us, droppin' some knowledge. We get to the theater, and we get our tickets. Then Todd tells the ticket sale lady that Jesus loves her and asks her if there is anything wrong in her body. She said no, then Todd said "Are you sure?" Then she confessed she had a really bad headache. So Todd asked for her hand and he prayed. After he prayed he asked her how her head was feeling. At first she was like "Ummm, then she cracked a smile and was like "Oh my God, my headache is gone." She smiled even wider...she couldn't believe it.

Then we when inside and a girl approached us to rip our ticket stubs. Todd told her about what happened to the ticket girl and asked her if there was anything wrong in her body. She said no, then Todd was like "Yeah...ok...you get migraines though, don't you?" She was like "Yeah, but I take meds for it." Todd told her that God wanted to heal her right now. He prayed and asked her she felt anything, she said no. Then Todd explained to that just because she didn't feel anything doesn't mean she didn't get healed. He told her that she was definitly healed because it was the Lord who told him that she got migraines and why would He tell him that if He didn't want her to be healed. Then he told her that when her migraines don't come back to give praise to God.

After that he tried talking to another employee. The Lord told him she had a bad knee, but when he asked to pray for her she said she doesn't believe in God and won't let him pray for her. Oh well, her lose.

After the movie, as we were walking through the parking lot, we ran across a guy and a girl talking in the parking lot. And guess what Todd did...he went up to her and started talking to them. Turned out the lady had cervical cancer. So Todd said "Ok, let's do this. We all started praying with him. As he was praying he was saying that he felt like he was on fire and she said she could feel something lifting in her. We prayed more and when we felt like the deed was done we stopped. She asked for hugs from all of us. It was rad. Then Todd turned to the dude. He said "Something is wrong with your left shoulder, huh?" The said "Yeah." Then Todd said "Yeah, it hurts right in here (he touched the dude where God was showing him where the pain was). They guys again said yeah. So we prayed for him too. I don't remember if he got healed but I bet he did.

So that was that day. Turn the page.